Bri is not walking...

Bri is not walking at all now! I am so sad and it is so sad to see her not dancing, not running, not wanting to get down and play like she use to! She use to go into Alex and Alyssa's room and just dance and dance and flop herself all over the place it was sooo cute! She would stand there and bounce up and down and up and down and than spin and than she would run to the stereo and turn it up ( yep she knew the volume button lol) and run back into the middle of the room and dance! So so cute! And now here's our poor daughter not wanting to be put down, I had to resort back to the baby slings and put her in that all day. Any time she was put down she still would fall to the floor and just begin to pull herself with her arms across the floor and scoot on her bum. It was so sad to watch that Eric was sick to his stomach and in the mornings he would have to leave the bedroom because he was fighting off those emotions. And of course...being a mom, and having to be strong I would hold it all in until I had my dark can't see the eyes sunglasses on and at night. I don't think I get a wink of sleep because that is my time...that is my time to cry and pray and cry and pray for a cure!! For a reason...for a why...but through all of this I will do whatever it takes to get her better and to share whatever is working with the wonderful moms that I have met while on arthritis.org.